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Lost With You
I took a trip into my mind and got utterly lost
Told myself I would keep wandering whatever the cost
Walked down this same path about a dozen times before
But each one has been altered in one way or more
Traveled in all directions: forward, backward, left, right
Up and down, back and forth, through the day and the night
These three dimensions don't let me move just how I wanna
I cannot control my motion in the kata or the ana
I'm lost and I'm scared, sending out an SOS
For someone to help me find my way out of this mess
But you're just as lost as I am in another way
So what use would it be, what the hell could you say?
I get that you're scared, you know I feel it too
But why can't you help me by letting me help you?
I think it's kinda silly when we both feel the same
That I'm the only one who smiles when I hear your name
I know that I've pushed hard enough to knock you down
And went a bit too far when you were just messing around
But believe me when I say I don't want to force your han
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60-second problem
Wanna know my regrets?  I can tell you I got 'em
I'm taking 60 seconds - it's a 60-second problem
Scratch that, go back, would you do it again?
I can't and you would, so this pain will never end
I feel it in my heart and I know it in my mind
There's no question when you get those two to combine
But I still stick around, hope burning in my chest
Longing for times remembered that to me were the best
But to you it was all bad, not a moment of happiness
Excuse me - hand's raised - because I was a witness
Saw you smile, heard you laugh, felt your tears of joy
Built a castle just for you and I saw it destroyed
Now I stand in the rubble, broken pieces all around me
Calling out your name by night, wearing masks by day
Lose my mind when I think how it ended so abruptly
Strain my ears against this madness for the words you'll never say
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The sound was almost soothing.
It let me know she was still alive as I sat by her side, her body hooked up to all kinds of machines in an attempt to save her...
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All I could do was sit there and hold her hand.  I was powerless to help her.  It killed me to look at her there, but I could not take my eyes off her face.  She was still beautiful underneath all the burning and scarring...
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Where the fuck is the doctor?  Isn't there anything more they ca
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Girlfriend Application
Name (First and Last) __________________________
Age ____             Grade ____
Contact Info:
Cell Phone (___) ___________
Home Phone (___) ___________
IQ ____      GPA _____
Sexual Orientation ______________ (Will not affect decision)
Please describe your personality: _______________________________________
Are you... (Select best answer)
O Goth
O Emo
O Preppy
O Mainstream
O Sporty
O Other __________
What kinds of music do you like? (Check all that apply)
[ ] Rock
[ ] Country
[ ] Rap/Hip Hop
[ ] Heavy Metal
[ ] Classical
[ ] Other ____________
Would you ever... (Check all that appl
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My memories are slowly fading; they are all I have left...
All that is left
of what I once had,
will never have again
All that is left are the memories
And they, too, are leaving me...
I no longer remember the smell of your hair,
a smell once familiar and comforting,
now a distant call from the past
When we hugged, whose arms were on top?
Mine?  Yours?
Did I close my eyes?
Were any words exchanged?
Holding hands,
a common thing,
a grayness now I cannot think of
Whose palm faced forward when we walked?
Sat?  Ran?
Your laugh
used to bring me joy
I no longer hear it
I only hear sadness...
Did you smile?  Did I ever see it?
Did your cheeks squint your eyes?
Did your teeth show or not?
All these things are falling away from me
until eventually I will not remember them
I may forget even you, your face, your voice
your laugh and touch...
But one thing I will never forget...
The overwhelming joy
strong enough to wipe out any misery inside me
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What is a heart?
What is a heart, really?
I don't know, nor do I claim to.
What do I think a heart is?
A heart is something you give
to someone you love
to hold
to keep safe
It represents who you are, a commitment to love
a precious thing
One does not give away a heart
-his life essence-
But when he does, he not only gives the power to make him
happy beyond his wildest dreams
But also the power to destroy
A heart is invaluable
You cannot price it
label it
It is special, unique
Do not waste a heart
for it is such
A true heart will always love
tear it up
And it will love with all the pieces
Step on it
it will beat still
Stab it
it bleeds for you
Shoot it
the hole heals with strands of love
Do not forsake a true heart...
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Iceberg that is my mind by vV-Lestat-Vv Iceberg that is my mind :iconvv-lestat-vv:vV-Lestat-Vv 0 1
How can you live?
How can you live with what you did, with what you threw away?
You said your love was true and that I'd never see the day
That you would not be there, not be with me in my arms
Where I would keep you safe, and protect you from all harm.
We loved together, laughed together, even when we had
Those little trivial arguments, that never ended bad.
The times when we would talk about our bright future together
Making plans to love each other, from then until forever.
Or all the times that I was there to pick you up when you were down.
Or make you laugh when you were sad by acting like a circus clown.
Or when you needed someone there to hold you when your world was black.
Or when you ached and simply wanted someone who would rub your back.
But how about those other times, the ones when we knew life was good?
Like when we didn't want to leave, even though we knew we should.
And all the countless times when we would be alone just to hold hands
And get away from everybody's unapproving harsh deman
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Release from the pain
As I sit here in my room
Darkness all around me
The glow of the screen is all that illuminates this room;
The glow of her love glimmering faintly in the back of my mind
What is the point?  Is a life without love worth living?
Can I go day to day knowing that I lost all I once had with her?  The pressure of those words bears down on me.  I remember it so clearly:
"You know I love you, right?"
"Yea, you can be a pain sometimes though"
"Well I'm going to be a pain one more time"
"I'm breaking up with you"
Those words echo in my head, louder and louder, akin to the beating heart of Poe, driving me into madness.
Madness.  That is what it is.  Madness.
They bounce around my head, hitting the walls with all the force of a hurricane.  Soon something has to give.  The pressure is too intense.
Something to relieve the pressure.  I must get these words out of my head.  I begin pulling at my hair, tryi
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Why do you do this to me!?  Do you take delight in breaking me down?  DO YOU ENJOY SEEING ME LIKE THIS!?
You do not give a DAMN about what I feel!  You say you do but it is all a LIE!
Well FUCK YOU!  If you really care so much you would not HIDE THINGS FROM ME!!
Everything you have done, EVERYTHING has been to hurt me.  WHY!?  Why do you do it?  And what's more, WHY DO YOU PRETEND TO CARE!?
I waste my time on you!  You are NOTHING TO ME!  DIE!  FUCKING DIE LIKE I DID!  You do not know pain like I do!  You have never felt the saddest TWINGE OF PAIN!
STOP HURTING ME!  That's ALL YOU DO is hurt me!  You hurt and hurt and expect me to be ALRIGHT!?  FUCK YOU!  You cannot even BEGIN to know what I feel!  What I felt!  WHAT I WILL FEEL UNTIL THE DAY I DIE!!  I LOVED YOU!
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just take a look and you can find one
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How am I supposed to forget?
Another sleepless night
full with dreams of
violent memories
silent ghosts walking
I hold the pillow tight
trying to convince me to
that I'm not broken
That my heart is still beating right
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screaming taboos
at the corners of my rotten mind
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there's nothing
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my missing soul
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between the ocean
the sky
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Alright people, let's be blunt:  A good 80% of the content on this site sucks.  Mine is no exception.

Recently, I've seen a lot of "art" consisting of MS-Paint doodles, some "literature" that is nothing more than recycled teenage angst, and a fair amount of "templates" which are shoddy and half-assed.  I have no problem with any of this.  What I do have a problem with are the people who watermark, copyright, and provide prints for this shit as if it's the greatest work of art to grace the Internet.  Let me be clear:  You are not Da Vinci.  Your art sucks.  You don't need to say "THIS IS MY WORK DO NOT USE IT WITHOUT MY PERMISSION" because believe me, nobody is going to.

If you do manage to create something amazing, then by all means you, as the creator, have the right to protect your work.  But not everything that you crap out in 5 minutes is ground-breaking.


On a lighter note, chicken curry is amazing.

ADDENDUM:  Vaginas are not art.  You are not Georgia O'Keefe.


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Jigger-Photography Featured By Owner May 3, 2011  Professional Digital Artist
thanks for the fave ;)
CryptRose Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
I love your gallery, and i found the journal entry you had particularly touching. Well, at least it touched me.

If you have a while, would you mind taking a look around my page? maybe giving me some pointers on my written works as well.

SeleneTremere Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2009  Hobbyist General Artist
Tagged! go to my journal ^^
PixieProdigy Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2008  Student
browsing your favourites, I liked your taste. Just droppin' a line :)
liquiddeviant Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2008
I don't think I ever thanked you for the :+fav: you left for me back in April! I've been away a bit from this site but, thank you!!
Hiokami22 Featured By Owner Apr 8, 2008
your a stocker
Hiokami22 Featured By Owner Apr 8, 2008
Darkowny Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2008   Photographer
Hehe, yes. Most of my shots are those of randomness.
xx-batzy Featured By Owner Apr 5, 2008
When are you going to post your other love poem???
I've been waiting for it.... :)
vV-Lestat-Vv Featured By Owner Apr 5, 2008
If you are referring to the sequel to my Love story, I'm afraid to say I already posted and deleted it. I did not like the way it turned out and I felt that the original should be kept as a single. The other piece was very short, saying something along the lines of "And from that decrepit hole in the ground... new life? Can it be? We shall see..."
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